Awe

I'm having an amazing time accepting the things that are coming my way, and appreciating the many opportunities of learning and growing. Even if I now and then feel scared about being in a place that's so far away from the things I'm used to, I'm also in awe of how otherworldly this place is. When I was younger my one and only goal in life was to see the world I lived in - to know all of nature. Well, it seems my childhood dreams are coming truer with every year. 

- Going out on adventures is fun, and really what keeps me going. But in all honesty I'm also looking forward to building a home somewhere where adventures will come to me.

This place can be intimidating. I'm so far north like, sure, I live by the ocean - the arctic ocean. In the middle of the icy wilderness - dying here would be easy. There's barely any life, barely anything to connect to, except earth and the ancient wise rocks! Sometimes I imagine this could be what it would be like being on another planet. When you gaze out over the water, the mountains and glaciers, you know that that's all there is out there. It's such a peaceful feeling and yet I feel like I'm an intruder in this amazing landscape, like I'm not suppose to be here. (Which I guess in a way isn't so weird considering humans wouldn't be able to survive up here in a natural order). Moving the smallest stone feels wrong, like I'm changing things I shouldn't. And I can't help but to wonder, what is this place? I'm not familiar with the energies here, which makes it all so much more interesting. Being here makes me fully understand that the world doesn't need anyone, it doesn't care about who dies or not, it still continues on like normal, dusk and dawn.

I can hear the huskies howling from afar, and the moon is hanging like a jewel in the sky. I feel lucky for having this experience, especially in these times. Who knows what this place will look like in twenty years, with the climate changes and all.