Sudden motherhood

Somehow the light returned to me. Maybe to remind me. 

I dreamt I was pregnant, and then I gave birth. He was beautiful, and charming. His hair and eyes brown, a sweet little baby boy. In his late teens he had grown to be tall and slender, but strong. And it seemed he could only love, but he didn't quite understand our ways of loving. His curiosity made most people smile and generally he spread a joyous energy around him. He loved to share, and learn new things. It was as if he was an alien being, trying to adapt to our world... Maybe he had been away for several years because the time from when he was a little boy till now being all grown up, was lost.

People his own age found him peculiar, yet inspiring, they smiled back at him and were all so intrigued  by his energy and beauty. They knew he wasn't from their world, and yet they welcomed him as one of their own.

He also connected with my mum in my dream, letting her see him. She thought he was beautiful too, and she was taken by his otherworldly ways - always curious, smiling and loving.

I was so proud of him. He made me feel at peace because he reflected parts of myself and others that I had always wished could show more. And to know that I was a part of this being's creation..

He was a quick learner, and he adored humans, he wanted to know everything there was to know about them.

Not once did his father appear in the dream, but I knew he must have been more than what he had let me believe he was, to be able to be part of such a creation. I could feel then that I loved my son's father for letting this wondrous being come into my life. I also knew it wasn't just his creation, but mine. That there was something special inside of me that had given birth to our son, and made him the way he was. We belonged together, by sharing this special bond we were connected, and yet, somehow, we were from two different dimensions.

He had returned to me, and it made my entire being smile. He definitely didn't look how I expected him to look, but he was beautiful, and he didn't have any difficulty tapping into his own goodness and true self.

I've never dreamt anything like this before so it was quite amazing. I don't know where it all came from, but it was definitely an interesting experience.